My niece

My beautiful nice she is so adorable i love her with all my heart she everything to me will my sister have 17 years old and when she was 15 years she was pregnant and them 9 month in April 8 2012 she was born i was here in that room when she can out will my mom want that i have to stay here too see that is difficult have a son so i was here i was  traumatized and i still because i see everything i almost fainted because i was to hard to me see all that my my mom don't want that i get out of that room because she say hat in had to see all that because she don't want that same life for me so that pass and she was grow up and me and my mom almost everyday come to my sisters house too see my niece and everyday she was most beautiful every day and that month pass and them my sister move to Santa Rosa and that a little to far to Calistoga so now i cant visit my niece  everyday and i go to visit her but no everyday i was like 1 day at 3 month and them my niece she was 1 year all that last month and she walk and she star to talk that is so cute will my sister does come to my house no that much she just come 1 time at 4 month because she move another time she still live in Santa Rosa but in another place.them when she came that is that most happy moment in my life because i see my little cutie niece she so beautiful and adorable she a little shy but she that most beautiful girl in that world to me and i love her so much she is so skinny with curvy hair and big ayes lips like a heart beautiful smile and shy every time she with me she just look at me just doest stop to look at me i don't know why but she my everything she so perfect she beautiful cute adorable gorgeous for me i love mi little girl AILYN.

things i like about me

will i don't eve had something that i like about me but i kind that like it my hair because i think that i can do whatever i want with my hair and make me i little petty ha.but other thing that i like about me is my ayes they are big and brown like cafe color and i love my yes and i like my fingers ha that weird but they are little that why i like it because they are cute to me i like my feet too because they are smaller and my feet fingers are so short that is funny when i see them make me laughed because they are too small and my legs  i like it too because they are a little long and i don't like nothing of my body because i feel uncomfortable with i don't know why i don't like my body but that how i i'm and but i think that does matter that much but it important to me to feel comfortable with my self i think that thing that most like about me is my personalty and i hate how i i'm because sometimes i let that people do whatever they want with me but now and day that don't happen non more because i Lear that no one have to do with me whatever they want and know that people that do things to me i don't talk with them now but yea that
 thins that i like about me.

yesterday with my little sister

yesterday was fun but kinda stressful because i was with my little sister because she want to go with me but i just want to be with my friend but them i have to take care of her and is kinda annoying she so adorable she so cute with that people sometimes i so mean with hair i don't know why but i think that she is nice sister sometimes she little annoying but she still cute and adorable every time i with her it so cute but i don't like take care of her at that same time i like it but i have two sister and she that only one that it so adorable with me she do everything i talk her because she say that she love me i love too but sometimes she annoying me and i  get mad and i yell her and she star cry and i don't like when she cry for nothing she is so Chiquiada because my mom just do everything that my little sister say but she is so nice and adorable with that people and sometimes not but i live her.

The fair

so today is that fair in Calistoga is kinda small but is fun i wanna go that 7 days the it here but i only can go 2 days because that tickets  are to expensive and my mom just buy me 2 every year so i think that i only going 2 day that 4 and that 7 but es and that good thing is that tomorrow there no school and i can sleep more because i hate wake up early but i have to and tomorrow i going to that fair with my bast friend and my cousin and i think that my boyfriend is gonna come i don't know yet but yes i going to that fair tomorrow i hope that they are new ride because all that years is that same so i hope that this year be different i think that tomorrow is gonna be a good day for me because i going to see my boyfriend because i have 2 or 3 week that i don't see him so he going to that fair tomorrow so i going to see him here and UHF i hope my mom buy me that tickets

today because i don't wanna buy that ticket here so ye i hope i can go tomorrow too but i hope that tomorrow is i good day for me will more for me and i hope that everything is fun and good.

My glasses

My grasses when i was in that  classes i don't even see nothing and past that days and don't see nothing and pass that day and that same so some day some girl give that teacher a paper and i was for me so it was that counselor and she wanna talk with about me and things like that and i say to her that i don't see nothing in that class and she asking me are you blind i answer her yes because i don't see nothing in class and she said you should get  glasses but i talk her that my mom forget to pay that medical for Kaiser so i don't have medical and she said ooh OK so i going to talk with that medical just give me a month i said OK but i still don't see nothing and and she talk  my mom that she have to go at that medical so a go with my mom and they check me and they say that a need glasses so at that same day a get my glasses and pick them black and  red because i love red so at that same day i put them i was feel weird but at that next day that i come to school i feel weird because everyone look at me weird so i was embarrassed but that days  pass and i was feel more comfortable everyone talk me oh you look pretty with glasses  and i like your glasses they are pretty a just like oh thanks but my mom say that i look like 60 years old with glasses now ha ha she funny but i like my black and red glasses and i see that wold much better them before.

My phone

My phone is that only thing that is with me all that time when a get my first phone i was so happy but with that time i was like ok and i was so addicted to him for a time like a month i don't use phone because all that time with my phone testing because i addicted to my phone i got my phone whatever i go because i text to much will now no that much because i have boyfriend and just text with him but before i just text with guys but now i have boyfriend so i just text with him because one day he was with me and some guy text me and UHF he get so jealous and a don't want problems so just stop testing with other guys because i like to text with different people but sometimes they are so boring. But yea when i get my first phone i was so crazy ha ha because i was my fist phone but at that 3 month my phone broke so my mom doest want to buy me a new one and them my mom take my phone away because i was no that good at school and my boyfriend gave me a new phone and them my mom buy me a iPhone and i only have 2 or 1 week with my new phone when my mom take away just because something happen but i have a phone that my boyfriend gave me and my mom doest know that i have a phone and i want to talk her because if a talk her she going to take away and a don't want that so i have this phone i addicted to my phone and he  is my best friend.

My hair

My hair is like that only thing that i love bacause i can do whatever i what with my hair when my hair was long was so pretty and shiny and now i have my hair short bacause i wanted short but now i want my long hair i miss my long hair.Now that i have short hair i feel like and man bacause i feel that is to much short . I have like 7 month with my short hair and take so long to  grown i want to grown so fast bacause i want my old hair i really wanted but i have to wait like a year to grown up i think thatb is a year or two and some people talk me why do you cut you hair why they as that question it my hair i can do whatever i want or so just say you don't look good with short ahir i just i don't care bacause i gonna do what make me feel good no to make feel good other people.But yea some don't like it but some talk oh you look pretty with short hair.Now i have like 7 month with my cute and short hair and i like it and i don't care what people think or say about my hair it my hair my life and i do whatever i want and sometimes i just think why people is like that but is their life and i don't care what they do or say but yea i like my hair i miss my long hair but i like my short hair i think that is adorable and yea it cute for me.

My personality

I think taht my personality is so sweet bacause i wanna give love to everyone that i know but sometimes i have a strong personality when person make me mad for no reason yes bacause i try to be nice wuth everyone but some person just do not deserve because i shy super shy sometimes i do not even talk because they people that i don't know but when i love that person i try my best to give all taht sweeter and love that i have and my attituded but i ice and have nice personality and nice attituded who  that people how deserve so don't get confused between my personality ansd my attitude my personality is who i am my attitude depends on who you are.

My mom

My mom i love that wonen that one taht  give me evething that one is there for me whateve i need her yea with have problems but it my mom and we have alot of probles and sometimes she don't talk with me for months that taht only thing thatv a idon't like when she get mad she don't talk to me for months and she so strict whit everything she get mas super easy for nothing and claim for evething she like that wones taht like taht house super clean but that people that live in my house is not clean so she get mad because sometimes here are many dirty dishes or taht kichen is dirky or that bathrooms what i wear that she get super mad so fast i think es because she get stressed at work.But sometimes i don't know what happen with her but when she is and a bgood mood uuf that super goood because when she is in a good mood she is so nice what when she get mad uuf no body what to be in home but yes but doest matter how she is because i love her she my evething no amtter what she don't believe me when i talk her taht i love her but i love her.

My new room

So yestday my mom decide to change me too another room i don't  know why she change of room i don't like that room i talk my mom but she say that that is goona be my room now so i have to sleep here but yes i have a mess because yestday i was changing room i that room don't have closet and all my clothes have to be in closet i that room don't have one and now i don't were i going to put my clothes becuase it alot and everything is in my bed because that room is to small for all my things but i have to sleep here i have too put my clothes in my bed.I mis my old room because i was big and and that closet was big and now that room is small and i don't feel comfortable too. Sometimes my mom don't care what that people think  or feel she just do that thing just because she want i don't like that part of her but is my mom so doest matter she that  one that give me everything that i have so i have to obey her.But i going to desing that room soo cute like my last one.

Clothes and shoes

That thing's that i like they are to much for example i like clothes i addicted to clothes and i like clothes because i like to dressed nice i like to buy new clothes that clothes is so beautiful when i go to forever 21 i wanna get all that clothes but i can't but that my favorite store for buy my clothes sometime i don't even wear that clothes i just buy because it pretty in my closet i have many clothes.Every time i got to find something to wear a never find something that i like because it to much clothes and take me like 2 or 3 hours to find something cute but sometimes i get bored and a just put whatever is in my bed. This year i want to do a yard sale because i have to many clothe that i don't even wear so me and my mom decide to do a year sale because my bother and sister have to much clothes that they do not wear it it some of that clothes is new because a never wear it i have to many shoes that some of them i buy 7 and a 5 and some of them i don't like and i do not know why i buy it if i was gonna put the but yes that me that girl that buy thing's that never wear it or sometimes i forget it ha.Sometimes my mom talk me that she not going to buy me more clothes because i never wear it i something i wear that same at that same week is because i to lazy to go and find another clothes.I never understand why i buy it aha that weird.But sometimes i star thinking that some kid or people don't have clothes or shoes and i just buy clothes that other's need i want to give that clothes to person's that who need.I have like 4 months that i don't buy any clothes because i think that i don't have to buy clothes i don't even need or wear.But yes i love clothes i addicted to clothes and shoes.

Food

Food is like my bestfriend i love pizza i can eat pizza everyday i swear because i in love with pizza everyday i wanna eat pizza but no everyday i can because not all that time i have money but when i have i buy pizza.Pizza is that only food i love i don't know but i love it and i never get bored to eat pizza in my house no one like pizza that why they don't buy pizza.But i buy one just for me and now i want pizza hah i don't have other favorite food because i just like pizza.Everyone talk me why do you like pizza so much to be honest i don't no why hah but a get adiccted to pizza i just whan to eat pizza all that time haha.But also i like seviche too but no that much but i like it but i love pizza haah.I want to live in a place that only eat pizza ah that would be great but that place don't exist that sad for me.But i have a great boyfriend how buy me pizza when i want i think i found that perfect boy for me hah i want that people that it at my side do that same that he did hah i sooo addicte to pizza it like part of my life everyday i thinking of pizza hah i love pepperoni pizza with ranch. But also that only pizza i love it that pizza of that pizza prima because sometime i got to santa rosa to eat pizza but it no that same.that pizza at that prima it so good i love it But yes that my only favorite food.when someone wanna give me something i just say if you wanna give me something just take me to eat pizza that me that girl that is addicted to pizza.

Friends

I don't have the many friends i don't know why maybe i know it because i to shy to talk with the person's some person hate me when they don't have any reason to hate me but that person's that hate me talk to the others people  they talk bad of me and that with that other person's don't like me and they don't talk with me but yes i have friend's no that many but i have. I have a best Friend her name is lluliza she is like as sister to me she is there for me when i need her i there for her too. sometimes she get mad for no reason but that is her way but yes when a talk with her  she give me tips.Her sister is also my friend no really because she is different she say that it your friend but she talk bad in you back.i have person the talk too my but they look at me weird i don't like that but they are like that. But my real best Friend is my uncle Joche he is like my other hand he is a amazing uncle i can talk  everything with him he is like that bother that i will want to have.But also he is like my bother i sure that i his little sister too he give me everything i want. I talk more with him that what i talk with my mom.Every time that i don't feel good he know because he know me more that i know my self. I love him  he is like my big bother.But that only person thatknow me more is my boyfriend UHF i talk with him everything because he have all my confidence he is with me when i need him when i  cry laugh and everything with him i love that people that always is with me no matter what i lucky to have them in my life.

My future

In my future i have to many thing to do i wanna star going to college finish college and get my career bacause i wanna be fashionista bacause i love the clothes i like to dress pretty everyday that how i feel have i have a passion for clothes.Them when i star my career i going to be that most happy girl in the world.Then i wanna have a family i wanna have my own kids and a handsome husband to love me i wanna have my own house my own evething y wanna have a big backyard 5 rooms 3 bathrooms and a pool that my dream house and my dream family too. But fist i have to finish high school and college too make my dreams come true. I never gonna leave my family bacause they are that people that give me that energy to follow my dreams without them had no theses dreams that i have today. All that i want in life is make my dreams come true.

TODAY[;

Today was a fun day i think so i wake up early  so i prepare them i walk to come to school them i star class and  read something about what that make me change so a white something about my dad when he died. A change so much because he  was my eve thing to me so them be have rest to be prepare to present so them some students present they project  so them was me y was a little nerves but them when i finish i feel ooh i do it and them with star we other things another thing that today i realized the that word THING'S it difficult to me pronounce but at last i do it but yeah so them with star another work them we go to wreak and now a star writing  a blog and i decide to write about today because this day  i feel proud of my self because i realized that eve thing can be if you want i just remember my first day of high school i was so shy because did not understand nothing. But now i understand what tha teacher say something no because some words are still difficult.But i sure that i going to learn that words because eve thing can be in this life. And with that teacher i have i sure that i going to learn more but i have to do my part if i want a better future of course that i want a better future for me.To my mom feel proud of me that would  be so good because that only thing i want is make proud my family.